I have a new boyfriend as of Oct 11 (officially) and I’m in love with him. But I keep every now and then, thinking about Jim. How much I hate him and how much he hurt me. I just want closure I guess, but I feel terrible for lying to Brian about what happened with Jim. And I hate that I still put enough emotional effort into him to hate him. I just wish he’d own up and get punished. He...
Actually I’m really happy right now.
wh00ty replied to your post: So I just had an hour long conversation with… I’m literally thrilled that you’re doing better :)))))) <3 thank you <333 I think I really had a big break through tonight. And I’m feeling really positive and relieved. and ahhh, I hope it lasts
So I just had an hour long conversation with someone I just realized is my best friend even though we met on omegle. So great… But he helped me realize I really do need to get better. I have lost 10 pounds in a week without any exercising, that is just not good. I cant keep doing what I’m doing. I cant stock pile medication in case one day I decide to kill myself. I can’t keep...
Purging again :/
The problem isn't that I hate people. It's that I...
And once again I feel worthless.